If his wife Arayi had got home five minutes later that evening, Settu would not be alive today. He had already put the noose around his neck when she walked in.
“It was that close,” says K. Lekan, a marginal farmer – Settu is his nickname – regretting his misadventure, and relieved that it failed. Arayi shouted for help; neighbours rushed in and brought Settu to the floor. The moment had passed.
It was November 6, 2016. Settu, who is in his 50s, had gone to his one-and-a-half acre farm that afternoon, brooding over how to save the paddy crop. The sight of the forlorn field in Thayanur village of Tiruchirappalli district in Tamil Nadu, crushed him. Seeds that he had sowed for a second time had not germinated.
“I came back home that evening; my wife and my sons had gone to work on others’ fields,” he says. “I kept thinking how to repay loans, how to run the show.” Settu owes roughly Rs. 1.5 lakhs to the district cooperative bank and private moneylenders, among others. “I was overcome by anxiety and thought of suicide.”
A few months after Settu’s suicide attempt, in late April-early May 2017, farmers from this belt of Tamil Nadu – the once-fertile Cauvery river delta – staged dramatic protests in Delhi by holding rats in their mouths, displaying human skulls, and crawling and rolling on the streets. They demanded a debt waiver. Many distressed farmers from their region have committed suicide, others have died of shock-induced heart attacks.





