Surendra Nath Awasthi spreads his arms in the direction of a horizon that lives on only in his memory. “All this, and all of that too,” he says with a wide sweep and a small smile.
“We loved her. It is because of her that our wells had sweet water at just 10 feet. Every monsoon, she would ride up to our houses. Every third year she claimed a sacrifice – mostly small animals. One time though she took away my 16-year-old cousin. I was angry and hollered in her direction for days,” he says. “But now, she has been angry for far too long... maybe the bridge did it,” his voice trails off.
Awasthi stands on a 67 metre-long bridge, on a barely-there river called the Sai. The angry ‘She.’ Below the bridge is farmland – with freshly cut-off stubs of wheat in the riverbed and water guzzling eucalyptus trees swaying on the sides.
Awasthi’s friend and associate Jagdish Prasad Tyagi, a retired schoolteacher remembers the Sai as “a beautiful river.”
He speaks of the deep water eddies on the crests of which big fish would ride and create a spectacle. The fish he still remembers are eddy machli, rohu, eels, puffers, etc. “When the water began to dry out, the fishes disappeared,” he says.
There are other fond memories. Malti Awasthi, 74, who was the village sarpanch from 2007-12, recalls how the Sai rode right up to the courtyard of her home, some 100 metres from the riverbed. On that vast courtyard, every year the villagers would organise a communal ann parvat daan (gifts of mounds of grains) for families that had lost their crops to the river’s fury.
“Now that feeling of community has gone. The taste of those grains has gone. The water in the wells has gone. The livestock suffer as much as we do. Life is tasteless,” she says.























