‘We don't know how to live anymore’

When I arrived in Gandhinagar and Alagapuri, the villages were densely packed with a restless crowd. The two villages are separated by just a road in between. There was an overwhelming presence of police personnel and vehicles. The devastating news of the fire accident, claiming the lives of 14 workers at the Kanishka Fireworks Company in Sivakasi town had profoundly unsettled the community. Six deaths occurred in Gandhinagar village alone, and all were from the Devendrakulathan community (listed as Scheduled Caste in Tamil Nadu).

People were weeping on the streets for their lost loved ones. Some were on the phone, informing relatives in other towns and villages of Virudhunagar district.

After a while, the crowd began moving towards the crematorium, and I joined them. The entire village had turned out and was on its way to the crematorium to bid farewell to the six workers from the village who died in the accident on October 17, 2023. A firefighter in charge of removing the burnt bodies was explaining the difficulty in retrieving them for post-mortem.

At around 8:30 p.m., six ambulances finally arrived at the crematorium, and the crowd rushed towards them, erupting with cries. For a moment, I forgot my job; I was unable to take out my camera. In the darkness of the night, the crematorium was veiled, and the flying termites clustering around a light looked like the villagers gathered there.

The crowd withdrew as soon as the bodies were taken out – the smell of burnt flesh was unbearable. Some even vomited. The bodies were identified only because they came labelled with their names. As the crowd drifted away, the crematorium stood alone.

M. Sandhya, a 14-year-old student, had dreamed of becoming a scientist. After losing her mother, Muneeswari, in the accident, she is now rethinking her dreams. Sandhya's mother had worked at the factory for the last eight years; she had worked overtime to fulfil her daughter’s needs. As a single parent, she gave her best, says Sandhya's paati (grandmother) who is looking after her. "I don't know how long my paati will be able to take care of me. She suffers from severe diabetes," said Sandhya.

Panchavarnam lost her husband in the tragic event. “The samples of fireworks that were kept outside caught fire,” she says. "Since I was sitting close to the exit, I escaped. But he couldn't come out due to the smoke."

She shows me the blisters and scratches she got while escaping. "Usually, when customers buy in large quantities, they prefer to see a sample. They are supposed to go at least a kilometre away from the factory if they plan to test the sample. But on the day of the incident, they tested the sample near the factory premises. The sparks from the test flew everywhere – they fell on the factory roof and from there on to the crackers they were assembling. The whole room caught fire within seconds, and of the 15 workers, 13 got caught in the fire. The three who escaped with third-degree burns were in the toilet at the time of the accident. If not, they too would not have survived. When they ran out, their sarees were on fire," she recounted.

Panchavarnam and her husband Balamurugan's income depends on the hours of manual labour they do. With their hard-earned money, they've brought up a daughter who is in her first year of BSc Nursing, and a son who has a diploma in ITI. While remembering her husband Balamurugan, Panchavarnam said, "he was willing to go to any end to educate his children." His daughter, Bhavani, said, "he always insisted on one thing: education. He didn't want us to suffer like he did."

Now, after the fire and the subsequent hospital expenses, Panchavarnam and family are deep in debt. So far, she has had to have five surgeries due to complications in her kidney. She has been advised to take medicine that costs Rs. 5,000 a month. "We still haven't paid our daughter's college fees [Rs. 20,000]. We thought we could pay it from our Diwali bonus," she said. Even health check-ups are unaffordable for Panchavarnam; she says she has been passing her days eating tablets to keep her salt levels in check.

Bhavani is Balamurugan and Panchavarnam's younger child. The 18-year-old is still processing her father's death. "He took care of us so well, and he made sure we didn't do any chores in the house. He was the one who took care of everything in our home. Since our mother is sick, she can't clean and cook, and he would do it, and not expect me to." The siblings relied heavily on their father, and are struggling with his loss.

The government has handed out a compensation of Rs. 3 lakhs; they received the cheque at the collector's office. And the factory compensated them with Rs. 6 lakhs in October. Panchavarnam was confident they would help as both she and Balamurugan have been loyal employees, working at the fireworks company for the last 12 years.

Women and men in Gandhinagar village largely take up work as daily wage labourers either in agricultural fields or at the fireworks factory. This Panchavarnam’s family chose the latter option because the factory pays a bit more than the landlords who own the agricultural lands.

Their 19-year-old son, Pandiyarajan, has been paralyzed with fear and grief ever since he went to the spot of the accident. It has shaken him, says his sister. "I was the last one he [his father] called that day. He was calling to check if I had had my lunch. Half an hour later, his co-employee called me to inform me about the incident. I hurried to the spot, but they didn't let me in. Only after reaching the hospital, I found out that he wasn't alive anymore," says Pandiyarajan.

"We don't know how to live anymore. We are ready to do whatever our mother asks of us. Even if she asks us to commit suicide, we will. How long will our relatives provide us with shelter and care?" asks Bhavani.

Tamilselvi was 57 when the fire took her life. She had joined the fireworks factory 23 years ago and used to earn Rs. 200 a day, which gradually increased to Rs. 400 a day.

T. Easwaran, her youngest son said, "My father passed away when I was just two years old. Since then, my mother has provided for my elder brother and me.” He and his brother are both graduates. “I pursued Computer Science, while my brother earned a BSc," he says.

Tamilselvi’s older son is now a police officer working in Tirupur. "She worked her entire life for the betterment of her son, but she is no longer to witness the heights that they are going to reach," said her relatives.

Kuruvamma who survived the fire says that the daily wages of around Rs. 250 are for work drying the chemical substances, rolling in paper and stuffing them with explosive chemicals, and finally tied together. The money is handed to them only at the end of the week. They do not get regular hikes, instead, they get a bonus. They are eligible for a bonus of Rs. 5,000 every six months contingent upon them working at the factory without leave.

Many women in this village work in these factories despite the harsh conditions because most families rely on their income. The late Kuruvammal, who succumbed to her burns in the fire, is one such woman who carried her family on her shoulders. Her husband, Subbu Kani has partially lost sight in a similar fire accident while working with borewells. He can no longer earn a daily wage, and now with Kuruvammal gone, the family of three now is on the verge of collapsing. "She was my light who showed me my path after I lost my sight," says Subbu Kani, with teary eyes.

Another victim of the terrible fire was Indrani, who suffered from severe knee pain, and standing for more than 30 minutes would be almost impossible for her. But she pushed herself to work in order to take care of her husband, who suffered from epilepsy, and her children. Their family of four had been living in a one-room house and they had added another room after borrowing money.

"My mother and I were planning to settle our debts in the next six months. She was worried about my marriage too. Who would want to marry a poor girl with an epileptic father and a sick mother?” says Kartheeswari, Indrani’s daughter. She is planning to write Group 4 exams for a government job this year. “I can't afford to pay the fees that coaching centres demand," she added.

The family suffered another tragedy when the father passed away in December 2023. While tying a Christmas star, he slipped and fell. It was a fatal fall and now young Kartheeswari is all alone with family debts and her Group 4 ambition.

Some of the women from the village like Guruvamma used to work at a match factory, getting paid only Rs. three for cutting and packing 110 matchboxes. The women realised that they were exploited for very low wages and they took a collective decision to move to the fireworks factory.

Agriculture is the only other option for employment in this village, but it is no longer available as drought and famine have rendered the agricultural lands uncultivable. In some areas, even if there is enough groundwater, landlords do not pay fair wages. So, women like Kuruvamma work in the factory but also rear sheep and cattle. However, there too, they face multiple challenges as there are no grasslands for the cattle due to drought.

The only other alternate employment available to the villagers is MNREGA, referred to as noor naal vellai (100 days of work) in the state. T. Mahendran, who lost his wife, Thangamaalai said that it would be beneficial for the women in the village if the government were to extend the 100 days working scheme to all 365 days.

Mahendran says that fireworks companies in the area don't have a proper licence and he alleged that government officials who are supposed to monitor them don’t dare suspend these factories for more than six months. As a result, a factory reopens again in the seventh month. This is not the first accident: Eight Dalit children died in Krishnagiri in October 2023. Read: ‘Every house is like a graveyard’

This heart-wrenching incident, marked by grief, loss, and the harsh realities faced by the survivors, reflects the urgent need for both societal and governmental support. The stories of those affected underscore the pressing demand for improved working conditions, safety measures, and a comprehensive social safety net. It is a stark reminder that behind every tragic incident, there are human lives with dreams, struggles, and devastating loss of those left behind.